intro:

I've always thought that dressing in a Lara's way is not enough for me. I find her to be the perfect woman, so why not to head for being as close to it as I can. That means being her. Feeling that what you're doing is in her style and interest-that's so exciting! Why do I do this? For myself, of cause, and I'd like to share it with you-you can understand it better than anyone else!_________________________________________________________________________________

Frankly speaking, I'm far not like Lara in real life: I'm not so brave, clever, self-confident and, unfortunately, not so independent, because I have my parents influencing on me and I also have my university work that I should regularly do (in spite of the fact I'm not interested a bit in economy:) And my life is SO ordinary and boring that it's unbearable for such a fidget like me!

What I need are the REAL changes (in my life considering first of all)._________________________________________________________________________________

It all started may be 4 years ago, when I realized the important fact of changes. The first thing I begun with was everyday's physical education in addition to a course of rising self-confidence:. During that period of time I was collecting Lara pics in my computer and dressing in that way, just for myself._________________________________________________________________________________

The 2nd step was finding out through the internet that I wasn't the only one, who copies Lara-there are lots of us! Since that time I started taking pics in Lara style (First attempts were really poor: in comparison with the latest) so, taking photos is still improving…

To this time I've really done much to look like her, but it was just a surface- I still remained that shy and self-unconfident girl inside.

The decision was trying to do sports. But what to choose7 Lara's a good athlete and can do everything! My chose was climbing. Why? There's everything: the extreme? The heights and technique-perfect to keep fit and to train yourself psychologically not to be afraid of heights! So I found a section of climbing and started exercising! Due to my self-organized physical education I rapidly managed to show myself better than the others!

Here are some pics of me as a climber:) -(not in Lara outfit by the way)

Climbing was the real thing that I needed! I was hooked. I just feel the flexibility of my body when I'm doing an extremely difficult element…doing it hanging on only two fingers on a bird-fly height is the thing that makes me feel sooo mighty afterwards! It also is a good chance to feel myself being Lara and act like her. I don't consider myself to be a crazy fan or a girl without a personality (and I don't want you to think so!). I'm just trying to improve my life!.....(to be continued)